Friday, February 22, 2008

How Things Have Changed?


"June 30, 1922. Washington policeman Bill Norton measuring the distance
between knee and suit at the Tidal Basin bathing beach after Col. Sherrell,
Superintendent of Public Buildings and Grounds, issued an order that suits
not be over six inches above the knee."

This site has some other interesting pictures from days gone by.
http://www.shorpy.com/node

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Another Testimony

For those of you who are not able to attend Ladies Bible Class, you missed a blessing yesterday.
We are currently studying the book of Nehemiah where the theme is restoration. Restoration of the walls and restoration of the people. Lori Rickman gave us the story of her life and the amazing that restoration that God has done in her life. Not just physically but also spiritually.
The blessing for me was hearing Lori testify to the power of Christian community. She was not involved in a church nor had accepted Jesus as her savior when she ran into Hal Pruessner at Albertsons seven years ago. Hal reached out to Lori through a chance encounter at Albertsons. She remembers coming to RE the first Sunday with him expecting people not to accept her with her many piercings and combat boots. She was surprised to find that there was no judgment at RE but just acceptance.
She went on to talk about how God stopped her in her tracks physically and how so many different people at RE ministered to her, befriended her, helped her find a place to live, etc. There was so much more to her testimony than I am reporting here. While it is great to know that right now Lori is doing so much better physically; in fact she is trying to find a way to move out of the nursing home. But the biggest blessing was to just glorify God for what He has done in her life spiritually. She is His daughter, she has been redeemed and her life has been restored. She is now a walking testimony of what God can do in a life that is surrendered to Him.
Her talk was a reminder that God is ready to use any of us if we will just let Him. Praise God that Hal heard His prompting to speak to a stranger and invite her into community. Praise God that RE is a community that extends love and grace to anyone who comes. Praise God for all those that did not give up on Lori but discipled her and held her accountable. Praise God for Lori who responded to His love and mercy and has allowed God to glorify Himself through her and the transformation He has done in her life. All of us that were in class yesterday thank Lori for allowing us to listen and rejoice in a God who is ready to restore us all.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Encouragement for Today

I have a couple of daily devotionals that I subscribe to and one is Encouragement for Today on crosswalk.com. Today in Ladies Bible Class our lesson was on Nehemiah and the speaker highlighted several times how God uses the possible to do the impossible, or the ordinary to do the extroadinary. Then after class I am reading these thoughts and they reinforced what God had already said to me today, so I thought I would share them with all of you.

One Day Completely With God
Lysa TerKeurst

"Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere."
Psalm 84:10a (NIV)

Devotion:
Why do I often want to settle for less than what God has for me? What if I truly lived today completely obedient to God's word and in tune with His voice? What if before every choice I make today, I held up my options to the Lord and chose obedience over convenience and righteousness over my rights. God has never asked me to do great things for him. All He has ever required of me is to allow His greatness to enter me, change things around in me, and be revealed through me. Not to do for Him, but rather to simply be with Him. So, just for today I will live this way. Just for today, I am making the choice to not settle. Just for today, I will not let the subtle influences of pride, what is best for me, what is easiest for me, and what I want overshadow my desire for more of God in my life. Today, I will believe with absolute certainty. Today, I will obey with complete surrender. Today, I will seek with complete abandon. For today, I want God to find in me a haven in which to rest. Isaiah 66: 1-2 (NASB) says, "Thus says the LORD, 'Heaven is My throne and the earth is My footstool. Where then is a house you could build for Me? And where is a place that I may rest? For My hand made all these things, Thus all these things came into being,' declares the LORD. 'But to this one I will look, To him who is humble and contrite of spirit, and who trembles at My word.'" My soul jumps at God's question, "Where is the house you could build for me -- where is a place that I may rest?" He is the God of the Universe - so big and so mighty and so capable. Yet, asking almost a vulnerable question to a completely unworthy human - "Can I abide with you today?"


If the president of the United States called me today to inquire, "Can I come and stay for a while? I'd like to sit and find rest with your family today," I would be left utterly speechless. How much more so that the God of the Universe actually desires that with each of us today.Unimaginable. Uncontainable. Unfathomable. Yet completely true. There are no great people in the kingdom of God. Just simple people. But every now and then a simple person makes a great choice. Oh God, let me make that choice today. Even if it is just for a day - how I long for it to be more - but even if it is just for today, may it be completely so. For one day completely with You, is better than a thousand elsewhere.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Lent

Steve gave me a book entitled "Small Surrenders: A Lenten Journey" by Emilie Griffin. It has a meditation for each day of the 40 days of Lent. I had always thought that Lent was just a time where the individual chose to give up something. This book has helped me see that is is actually a season of surrender and not just one thing, but surrendering your heart to be examined by God. A time of repentance. Today's reading especially spoke to me and I thought I would share portions of it with you.

"God wants our honest thoughts and feelings, as any lover does--not what we're supposed to say or feel" Murray Bodo

Elizabeth Kubler-Ross, an authority on death and dying, assures us that we can put our toughest questions to God. We can be angry with God. We can complain. The truth is, God can take it.
Even more important, God is seeking a genuine relationship. God wants more than a polite, diplomatic sort of conversation in which the cards are held close to the vest. He is looking for a frank and open dialogue. If we don't put our honest thoughts and feelings before God, we will never have a chance at a real exchange. In the spiritual life, such honesty is fundamental, necessary surrender. God says "I don't want your sacrifices, your burnt offerings. What I want is you." Only our frankness will make such intimacy possible.

Sometimes I think I am too outspoken with God. But this author has helped me to see that my conversations are actually a positive thing. Who do I think I am kidding anyway? God can read my mind and nothing is hidden from Him, so when I put it out on the table I am inviting Him to talk with me. The question is do I really want to hear what He has to say?

Monday, February 18, 2008

Testimonies

I am not sure why we don't share testimonies more often? Everyone has a God story to share. Testimonies help to authenticate faith. Testimonies are not meant to glorify the testifier but God. I am thankful that the Aikman's were able to give us their testimony last night. They showed us all what surrender looks like in the flesh. I hope that we can all learn to share with one another about the ways that God works in our lives. May we learn to pass the stories down from generation to generation. We all need to know that God is still active in the lives of His people.

Psalms 145
I will exalt you, my God the King;
I will praise your name for ever and ever.

Every day I will praise you
and extol your name for ever and ever.

Great is the LORD and most worthy of praise;
his greatness no one can fathom.

One generation will commend your works to another;
they will tell of your mighty acts.

They will speak of the glorious splendor of your majesty,
and I will meditate on your wonderful works. [b]

They will tell of the power of your awesome works,
and I will proclaim your great deeds.

They will celebrate your abundant goodness
and joyfully sing of your righteousness.

The LORD is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger and rich in love.

The LORD is good to all;
he has compassion on all he has made.

All you have made will praise you, O LORD;
your saints will extol you.

They will tell of the glory of your kingdom
and speak of your might,

so that all men may know of your mighty acts
and the glorious splendor of your kingdom.

Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom,
and your dominion endures through all generations.
The LORD is faithful to all his promises
and loving toward all he has made.

The LORD upholds all those who fall
and lifts up all who are bowed down.

The eyes of all look to you,
and you give them their food at the proper time.

You open your hand
and satisfy the desires of every living thing.

The LORD is righteous in all his ways
and loving toward all he has made.

The LORD is near to all who call on him,
to all who call on him in truth.

He fulfills the desires of those who fear him;
he hears their cry and saves them.

The LORD watches over all who love him,
but all the wicked he will destroy.

My mouth will speak in praise of the LORD.
Let every creature praise his holy name
for ever and ever.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Motherhood

Today I went to Suzanne Boyd's baby shower. I think besides Suzanne there were four more pregnant women there. Do you know what pregnant mom's talk about? Their pregnancies. Then there were several other young mom's there who could join in the conversation because it had not been too long since they experienced it. Then the rest of the room was full of mom's who though their experiences were further removed could still participate in the conversation. Nothing wrong with this picture...it is exactly how it should be.

Tonight at our Life Group, Randi Kerby had invited Paul and Angie Akeman to speak. If you don't know the Akeman's they have an almost 3 year old child named Avery who has had many health challenges since the day she was born. You can read more about them at http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=averygraceakeman
Paul and Angie gave their testimony of faith. Angie read an entry from her journal where she was struggling after 5 years of infertility. She wondered if she would ever get to experience motherhood, to fit in with other women, to not always be on the outside looking in. Her words really hit a cord with me.

She couldn't have known that I had been to a baby shower today and had come home depressed as I do from most baby showers which for me are a continual reminder that I will never be a mom myself. Most of the time I don't give this much thought anymore, but baby showers tend to bring it up. I am not sure why it was not God's plan for me to have a baby. A lot of people over the years have tried to offer words of encouragement like "God gave you lot's of children, or He knew you wouldn't have time to minister to other children". Noble efforts, but they do not help. I know that Steve and I could have adopted but we never thought that was a viable choice for us.

Yet as difficult of a reality this is for me, it does not compare to what it must be like to have your dreams of a child not be crushed because you are childless but because you have to watch your child suffer every day of their life. It was not the way you dreamed it would be. Yet in the midst of this suffering, most of these parents would take life the way it is over not having a child at all. They just find joy in parenting no matter what the challenges.

I am not sure what the point of this post is. Perhaps to those of you that are blessed with healthy children, I pray that you give thanks for that blessing every day and never take it for granted. To those who have children with "special needs" may the Lord continue to bless you with His strength everyday as you surrender the control of your child to Him. (Angie Akeman's words, not mine) And to others like me who are childless may we continue to believe that our loving and sovereign God sees the emptiness in our hearts and longs to fill them with His amazing love.

Friday, February 15, 2008

Wow! It's Friday!

How can it already be Friday?? This week has really flown by. Hope you all had a great day with your Valentine's. Steve and I got to spend the afternoon together and then we went to a wedding last night. Tanya Jones got married to John Lloyd. Wouldn't you know I forgot my camera! Because they got married at LDF Silks in the Art District of downtown. She works there and it was so cool because she did not have to worry about her flowers as there were all these exotic displays everywhere!! It was so pretty! The only negative is the floors were all concrete and we stood a long time which was not very comfortable for me.

Today I took my mom and dad out for a belated Valentine's lunch. We went to P.F. Changs. I had never been there. We all really enjoyed it! I will definitely go back in the future.

Hope everyone can bundle up and stay warm this weekend! I think I will start another jigsaw puzzle :)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentines or Thanksgiving?

I saw this article and could not help do I not take for granted so often the freedom's that we have by being blessed to live in the United States of America?? Yes indeed.

(CNN) -- Saudi Arabia has asked florists and gift shops to remove all red items until after Valentine's Day, calling the celebration of such a holiday a sin, local media reported Monday.

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With a ban on red gift items over Valentine's Day in Saudi Arabia, a black market in red roses has flowered.

"As Muslims we shouldn't celebrate a non-Muslim celebration, especially this one that encourages immoral relations between unmarried men and women, " Sheikh Khaled Al-Dossari, a scholar in Islamic studies, told the Saudi Gazette, an English-language newspaper.

Every year, officials with the conservative Muslim kingdom's Commission for the Promotion of Virtue and Prevention of Vice clamp down on shops a few days before February 14, instructing them to remove red roses, red wrapping paper, gift boxes and teddy bears. On the eve of the holiday, they raid stores and seize symbols of love.

The virtue and vice squad is a police force of several thousand charged with, among other things, enforcing dress codes and segregating the sexes. Saudi Arabia, which follows a strict interpretation of Islam called Wahhabism, punishes unrelated women and men who mingle in public.

Ahmed Al-Omran, a university student in Riyadh, told CNN that the government decision will give the international media another reason to make fun of the Saudis "but I think that we got used to that by now."

"I think what they are doing is ridiculous," said Al-Omran, who maintains the blog 'Saudi Jeans.' "What the conservatives in this country need to learn is something called 'tolerance.' If they don't see the permissibility of celebrating such an occasion, then fine -- they should not celebrate it. But they have to know they have no right to impose their point of view on others."

Because of the ban on red roses, a black market has flowered ahead of Valentine's Day. Roses that normally go for five Saudi riyal ($1.30) fetch up to 30 riyal ($8) on February 14, the Saudi Gazette said.

"Sometimes we deliver the bouquets in the middle of the night or early morning, to avoid suspicion," one florist told the paper

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

CAREcorp

Today was my third time to work CAREcorp. For those of you who read my blog that do not attend Richardson East, CAREcorp is our program for helping those who need money to pay rent or utilities and for distributing food. Even though I have only actually interviewed people these three times, I have seen people come and go for the past nine years. I have to really ask God to help me with a judgmental heart as some of the people just do not appear to be authentic and seem to be just working the program. Only one was like that today, but it is always one too many in my opinion. She came in for food only. She listed her income as $1200 a month. Said she only needed food for one and then when she was allowed to take the bread items on her own (we sack the canned goods) she took 2 cakes, 2 containers of 12 cupcakes, 4 containers of rolls and bread. Maybe I am wrong but that seemed like a lot for a single person. But it was just her attitude as well, not as humble, not as grateful as some others. I realize I need to be so very careful for the Lord tells me He will judge me with the same measure I judge others and I definitely need all the grace and mercy I can get. At the same time there was the sweetest grandmother raising her seven year old grandson that was my blessing to meet today. You could tell she did not want to be asking for help and was so very grateful for everything we were able to do for her. I am sure there are definite correlations to my own relationship with God. Some days I just take advantage and am not very grateful and other days I am overwhelmed by His goodness and oh so thankful for every good gift.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

God Continues To Speak

Last night after my post on God speaking to me about our faith glorifying Him I was on the Richardson East website and noticed that our young couples class is posting commentary about the Romans study happening on Sunday mornings. In Kellie Litton's commentary she mentioned a couple Conor and Boothe Farley who had lost their newborn baby to an uncommon chromosomal abnormality, Trisomy-18 (or Edward's syndrome). I went out and spent an hour getting to know them through their blog. Oh my goodness!!! Their faith is absolutely amazing! You can get to know them at http://conorbootheandgirls.blogspot.com

This is just part of one of Boothe's post after her daughter lost her eight day fight for life "I don't mean to sound morbid or even to depress anyone, although I know I'll find it hard at times to smile or to simply 'go on' as normal, despite the absolute necessity of that at some point. I remember thinking last night that I can't believe I actually fall into the category of people who have endured one of the hardest things life can hand someone. It doesn't seem real. And yet that word - endure - stands out and reminds me that somehow, as I sit in the darkness of my bedroom and hope I have the strength to face Copeland's bassinet in the kitchen, I realize that God is giving me what I can't give myself, what even no amount of Bible verses fail to give were it not first for His Spirit imparting to me an understanding and a thirst for Him. I confess I long to understand - to believe - in what I can't right now. I long to believe heaven is real, that my girl is being rocked by caring, loving arms, that she is absolutely healed from the effects of her cruel disease and that never again will she be hungry or frustrated at her inability to breathe. That she will look on the gates occasionally, waiting for her mommy and daddy to appear. My conversations with God right now are more like those you have with a junior high boyfriend as you pass them in the hall at school: necessary in order to remain in a relationship, but short, probably somewhat insignificant to any on-lookers. "Hey." That's about all I can muster at this point. What do you say to the God of the universe who chose not to heal or save your baby? Who, though they are giving you strength to endure, moment by moment, actually allowed the situation that require endurance in the first place? I call on you to pray for me. I will not turn my back on Him. But words fail me."

I could so relate to Boothe's feelings and yet have no idea what she is feeling, but I was so thankful that for some reason God led me there to show me that faith can indeed glorify Him.
Then this morning during my Bible reading I had the stereo on and this song came on.
All Is Well by Kathy Troccoli

Lord, I need you, help me see you
Through the darkness, covering my heart.
I've been fighting, but I am so tired
It feels like my whole world is torn apart.
When I am weak, In my faith, by your grace, I can say

All is well, All is well
You are Lord and all is well
You're the hope for my heart, and a peace beyond myself
You are Lord and all is well.

Thank you Jesus, for your presence
Even when it feels like you're not there,
You remind me that you love me
You have felt the pain behind my prayers.
Though the storm rages on, I am safe in your arms.
When every thing's out of control
Your love will not let me go.

All is well, All is well
You are Lord and all is well
You're the hope for my heart, and a peace beyond myself
You are Lord and all is well.

You have to understand that I had a CD player with 50 Cd's in it. I have the setting on shuttle so that it just picks songs at random. So for this song to come on this morning AND the fact that I do not honestly remember ever hearing it before??? I am confident that it was not a coincidence but God wanting to get my attention and confirm what He has been putting on my heart....He is there even when I cannot see Him.

Monday, February 11, 2008

God Speaks

Along with my daily Bible reading I have been spending time in a book entitled Praying The Names of God. Today's reading was on El Shadday (God Almighty). It is what God called Himself when He appeared to Abraham and made him the promise that he would become the Father of many nations. At the end of the reading there was the question "How have you experienced God's almighty power working on your behalf?"

This is what I wrote" An almighty God for whom nothing is impossible is the God that I believe in but not the God I have seen for awhile. Or is it the God for whom nothing is impossible is not doing the possible for reasons I do not understand? He is doing what is best but my humaness cannot understand how not healing a 2 year old so she can eat is best, or not stopping the constant seizures of another precious girl is best. How not keeping an infection from taking part of my leg was best? The parents of these children have such amazing faith and we marvel at them and their faith. Didn't you say you allow such things in order that you might be glorified? Well, we marvel at their faith not your almighty hand. However, I will continue to trust in you the Lord Almighty for whom nothing is impossible"

I tell you that because the next thing I did was pick up my Journey which is a daily devotional magazine I also read. Today's reading was on Jesus being the Vine and the fruit we will bear when we cling. The very last sentence was quoting I John 15: 1,5,8 "by this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples".

I started crying because I immediately knew God had corrected me in His usual gentle way. Kim and Steven, Angie and Paul, God may not be healing your children in a way that we can see but He is being glorified through you and the way you are clinging to the Vine. Your faith is the fruit and it testifies to all of us that you are His disciples. Thank you for showing me what faith in the flesh looks like. Thank you God for letting me know that you are indeed being glorified in the lives of these sweet families and you will forever be El Shadday, God Almighty.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

My Sunday Doings

This morning started with me watching Charles Stanley's In Touch program as I do every Sunday as I am dressing for worship. It started with a group that sounded like they were right out of the Appalachian mountains singing "Farther Along". They were so "hick" sounding. Charles' spoke on "When God Is Silent" and just had some really practical thoughts to share.

Steve had sinus problems and did not go to worship with me. I don't know if I will ever get used to sitting by myself but it makes me more conscious about the women who come weekly without their spouses.

If you are reading this and know Mona Otenti please send a special prayer up for her and her family. She was able to come to Life Group tonight and just share with us the daily challenges they are having in caring for her mom who has dementia. I admire them so much because it would be so easy to put her in a home and let someone else care for her, but Mona and Bob are doing the self sacrificial thing and just giving her mom the best therapy/medicine possible-unconditional love.

When I came home tonight I was watching the end of Extreme Home Makever. Oh my...a real tear jerker. A Marine veteran who lost a leg in Iraq whose wife deserted him and four children.
There was a scene where he was visiting other disabled veterans and he said he thanks God for allowing him the opportunity to use his lack of a leg to bless others as he is a walking example of how God can use your brokenness to heal others.

I then ended the evening watching the final part of the Grammy's. This is the one show that just makes me face the realization of how much I have aged. I don't recognize 90 per cent of the musicians and can't understand 90 percent of the lyrics. And by the way can anyone please help Kanya West with his self esteem? I think he needs to think more about himself. NOT!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Day of Organization

So what does it say about your pantry if it takes 3 hours of your day to reorganize it?? That is what I did today. It had become such a mess and we kept buying things we already had because we didn't know we had them. So now everything is together and I even labeled the shelves to that when other's help me shelve groceries things will get put where they go and hopefully we won't get back into this dilemma again in the future. So I felt good about that accomplishment until I realized I have three more cabinets and two closets that need it just as bad and a refrigerator that needs cleaning. Oh well...one day at a time.

Hope you all had a great Saturday and will have a good night's rest.

Friday, February 08, 2008

Cloud Has Lifted

Thanking God that the cloud has lifted and things are better. There are just times when I get that 1, 2 punch and just have to fight for Satan not to give me the TKO. It is a fight to look at the positive and not the negative. Sometimes I am just not as good at it as other times. But I keep returning to what I know instead of what I feel and eventually I always come around. I think this time an added factor is for 2 weeks I threw caution to the window and began ingesting more carbohydrates than I had in a couple of months and I think they made me more lethargic. I returned to my healthier eating and at my weigh in today I had lost 12 lbs! Really crazy I know. But I was thankful. I just want to keep moving toward my goal and not discouraged when there is a set back and I am thankful that God rewarded me for those good choices this week.

Steve told me an interesting quote by someone he heard on the radio named Ron Mehl. Why was Jesus born in a manger??

Because where else would a lamb be born?

Don't you jut love moments like that when you just say "Aha". I had never thought of Jesus being the lamb born in that manger. I am just so sorry that He had to be the lamb that was slain for me. Yet rejoice that I can walk in the confidence that His blood offers me continual cleansing for my sins.

In my bible reading today several times God is consumed with anger because the Israelites are complaining and not trusting Him to provide. I don't know why He looks on us with so much more grace today than He did on them? But I pray that I never take that for granted!!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Would You Ever?

Would you ever be so desperate to be at the beach that you would endure this?
http://www.rense.com/general80/dayi.htm

I tried posting the pictures but Blogger did not want to cooperate, so hopefully you could see the pics by the link?

I guess if it was all that you had you would settle? Just makes me thankful that I can find beaches here in the states where no one else is even 100 ft away. Especially since going to the beach is one of my favorite things to do.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Several Gripes

So I have a couple of gripes today. First of all I hate large SUV's. I hate when I am trying to turn and they totally block your view, but even more I hate that they don't fit in regular parking places and when they park next to my car I cannot get in it. Today at Cafe Max I deliberately scooted over in my slot to leave room on the drivers side. When I came out a Ford Expedition was next to me. And parked crooked in the spot to boot!! Fortunately they had running boards or I would have probably had to put a dent in their car to get in mine.

Secondly, when you bring children to the Social Security Administration where there is a two hour wait, why wouldn't you bring something to entertain them with?? I understand that you might need to bring them with you as you cannot find childcare, but to bring them with nothing to do just sets them up to be fussy. Then when you walk in and get your number and it is 303 and when you sit down and hear them call 247 you know you are going to have a long wait ahead!! I asked the guy that waited on me if there was a better time a day to come then the afternoon and he said not really, that it is particularly bad right now because of tax season.

A good thing was Ladies Bible class was really good on the book of Ezra. I don't know that I knew that much about him before today. Just contemplating God's mercy and grace in letting the Israelites return from captivity to rebuild the temple was good for me. Listen to this prayer that Ezra prays in Ezra 9:
"My dear God, I'm so totally ashamed, I can't bear to face you. O my God—our iniquities are piled up so high that we can't see out; our guilt touches the skies. We've been stuck in a muck of guilt since the time of our ancestors until right now; we and our kings and priests, because of our sins, have been turned over to foreign kings, to killing, to captivity, to looting, and to public shame—just as you see us now. Now for a brief time God, our God, has allowed us, this battered band, to get a firm foothold in his holy place so that our God may brighten our eyes and lighten our burdens as we serve out this hard sentence. We were slaves; yet even as slaves, our God didn't abandon us. He has put us in the good graces of the kings of Persia and given us the heart to build The Temple of our God, restore its ruins, and construct a defensive wall in Judah and Jerusalem. And now, our God, after all this what can we say for ourselves? For we have thrown your commands to the wind, the commands you gave us through your servants the prophets. They told us, 'The land you're taking over is a polluted land, polluted with the obscene vulgarities of the people who live there; they've filled it with their moral rot from one end to the other. Whatever you do, don't give your daughters in marriage to their sons nor marry your sons to their daughters. Don't cultivate their good opinion; don't make over them and get them to like you so you can make a lot of money and build up a tidy estate to hand down to your children. And now this, on top of all we've already suffered because of our evil ways and accumulated guilt, even though you, dear God, punished us far less than we deserved and even went ahead and gave us this present escape. Yet here we are, at it again, breaking your commandments by intermarrying with the people who practice all these obscenities! Are you angry to the point of wiping us out completely, without even a few stragglers, with no way out at all? You are the righteous God of Israel. We are, right now, a small band of escapees. Look at us, openly standing here, guilty before you. No one can last long like this."


What if I could be that confessional and repentant with my own sins? I remember a few years ago there was such a blitz about the prayer of Jabez. Perhaps it is time to promote the prayer of Ezra?

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

God Speaking

I am trying to be more intentional about my daily Bible reading. Steve bought me the Narrated Bible in Chronological Order for Christmas this year and he and I are reading it through together and discussing it at dinner. The last couple of days the reading has been rather redundant as it has been the exact specifications for the building of the temple. Today I really needed a voice of encouragement from the Word and today it was the numbering of the Israelites, where they were to pitch camp and what they were to take care of. It was not really speaking to my heart.
Then I picked up a 40 day devotional book I began reading yesterday from Max Lucado's new book 3:16. Here is what I read "God is whispering to you. Those are his arms you feel. Trust him. That is his voice you hear. Believe him. Allow the only decision maker in the universe to comfort you. Life at times appears to fall to pieces, seems irreparable. But it's going to be okay. How can you know? Because God so loved the world and
Since he has no needs, you cannot tire him
Since he is without age, you cannot lose him.
Since he has no sin, you cannot corrupt him.
If God can make a billion galaxies, can't he make good out of our bad and sense out of our faltering lives? Of course He can. He is God."

I was glad that God did speak to me today after all. I needed to hear these words. It is so easy to lose His voice when other voices are speaking in your ear. I am still not sure where the darkness that has engulfed me the last several days has come from, but I am thankful that God gives me the hope that the light will once again shine and He will show me the way out of the tunnel. I am indeed very thankful that HE IS GOD.

Monday, February 04, 2008

Superbowl Commercials

So I was surprised that none of my 25 or so blog friends posted anything about the Superbowl commercials today. I was interested in hearing what everyone's favorites were. So just in case anyone is interested, I thought I would post my top three.
1. Budweiser's commercial with the Dalmatian training the Clydesdale to be picked for next year's team.
2. Fed Ex commercial with the pigeons wrecking havoc on the city.
3. Career Builder commercial about following your heart.

Just to let you know Steve's favorite was the Bud light where the guy fly's and gets sucked into the plane.

Now did I think any of the commercials were worth 3 million dollars?? Or did any of them cause me to consider trying their product? Nope.

So, what was your favorite? Inquiring minds want to know.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Blog Readers

Thanks to the post I got from Alaska and the encouraging words. I am always amazed at who is reading my blog that I don't even know (I mean personally know). I am not sure that I read blogs of people I don't know and if I do on occasion I would not post a reply. I'm not sure why because i enjoy reading posts on my own blog. However, I wouldn't if they were crazy like our friend Kristi seems to get? It is rather sad that some individuals get their kicks from just posting comments that are meant to agitate the reader. So far I have been blessed that when I do get a comment it is usually someone being kind. I'll keep my fingers crossed that it continues to be the way it is.

We had a nice Super Bowl get together at the Autery's. I played two new games Buzzword and Apples to Apples. Both of them provided us with lots of laughs. It is true what they say "laughter is good for the soul".

Saturday, February 02, 2008

In A Funk

Don't know what is wrong, just know that I have been in a dark fog for two days now. I don't have a clue why and I have tried to talk myself, pray myself, read myself out of it. The only thing I haven't done that I usually do is eat myself out of it. Perhaps that is the reason for the funk in the first place, when I weighed in yesterday after missing the last two meetings because of Nashville and Ladies Retreat I had a significant weight gain. So with that comes a lot of negative messages. I really do not want to be on a diet. I honestly want to be making positive lifestyle changes. I knew I had not made the best choices in Nashville and on the Ladies Retreat, but also knew I didn't make the worst choices. So in two weeks time I gained what had taken 2 months to lose. How does that happen? Anyway...don't know why I am posting about it, guess I was hoping if I saw it in writing I would understand it better. Thanks for listening (or reading in this case).